* hiDing inSide myseLf *

June 25th, 2008 by loveurown sometimes people are too shy to admit that they need help, or sad, or depressed..
(or whatever reasons why they are so)
they tend to pour out through many different aspects
they go out and drink so hard hoping to forget their problems
sometimes they work a lot so they could stop thinking about other things
at times they laugh their hearts out to hide what they feel inside
but sometimes.
unfortunately
they simply cant
lets just say
they know what causes their sadness.
but they dont admit it.
and sometimes
they cant do anything abt it.
ya. its xad
they want to blame others.
but how?
when you know they might be hurt.
and you dont want it. of course.
you love them.
im sad bcoz i feel unimportant.
to certain people.
i dont know what to do.
i cant insist them to be always there for me.
i know it.
its just that im a little vulnerable.
in some things.
im sad bcoz i feel i gave my BEST
the best of me
but seems not enough.
true.
i feel that i cant make them satisfy for things that i thought is enough for them to be contented.
im sad coz i cant do anything bout it.
im sad.