And because love, to begin with,
was never easy to understand.
Intelligence may aid in the control of emotions,
but never in the control of love. But perhaps,
it’s this lack of understanding that makes
love special. It’s a risk. A gamble.
The stakes range from scars on the heart,
to a life. That is, a lifetime of misery
and grudge or happiness and joy.
its no use crying over a spilt milk
what a waste.
just this morning i felt so lonely.
and of course i cried.
i dreamt of something that's too painful.
and very hard to manage.
i cant barely cope in that dream.
im helpless.
no other way but to ACCEPT.
that we sometimes get LOST.
in the road of life.
and the sad thing is.
you will never find yourself again.
but i wont let that happen to me.
yea. we lose someone we loved.
no matter how tight we hold on.
yet sometimes we had no choice.
but to let it go.
because sometimes the people we want the most.
are the people we're better off without.
i got between the horns of a dilemma.
and this really made me confused. it is really hard.
so many thing that came up to my mind.
if i could take it.
if that wont be a bitter pill to swallow.
if i wont regret it.
because i dont wanna go back to that bullsh*t crap again.
and now i chose to be alone than to be miserable.
they say moving on is a process.
and acceptance is the first step.
im not mature enough to face this fact.
to appreciate it.
but i do agree.
and i think im stepping to it now.
for now i just dont want to recall all about him.
bout us.
i dont want to get mad to him too.
i believe im a great person.
once someone makes it into my heart.
he or she will be my FRIEND for life.
i wont forget those things that made both of us smile.
those butterflies-in-the-stomach feelings.
and the sacrifices i made.
it made me feel better.
coz for once.
i loved.
truly and deeply.
the greatest feeling i've ever had.
currentLy Listening: doin just fine
after watching gossip girL season finaLe.
:)
was never easy to understand.
Intelligence may aid in the control of emotions,
but never in the control of love. But perhaps,
it’s this lack of understanding that makes
love special. It’s a risk. A gamble.
The stakes range from scars on the heart,
to a life. That is, a lifetime of misery
and grudge or happiness and joy.
its no use crying over a spilt milk
what a waste.
just this morning i felt so lonely.
and of course i cried.
i dreamt of something that's too painful.
and very hard to manage.
i cant barely cope in that dream.
im helpless.
no other way but to ACCEPT.
that we sometimes get LOST.
in the road of life.
and the sad thing is.
you will never find yourself again.
but i wont let that happen to me.
yea. we lose someone we loved.
no matter how tight we hold on.
yet sometimes we had no choice.
but to let it go.
because sometimes the people we want the most.
are the people we're better off without.
i got between the horns of a dilemma.
and this really made me confused. it is really hard.
so many thing that came up to my mind.
if i could take it.
if that wont be a bitter pill to swallow.
if i wont regret it.
because i dont wanna go back to that bullsh*t crap again.
and now i chose to be alone than to be miserable.
they say moving on is a process.
and acceptance is the first step.
im not mature enough to face this fact.
to appreciate it.
but i do agree.
and i think im stepping to it now.
for now i just dont want to recall all about him.
bout us.
i dont want to get mad to him too.
i believe im a great person.
once someone makes it into my heart.
he or she will be my FRIEND for life.
i wont forget those things that made both of us smile.
those butterflies-in-the-stomach feelings.
and the sacrifices i made.
it made me feel better.
coz for once.
i loved.
truly and deeply.
the greatest feeling i've ever had.
currentLy Listening: doin just fine
after watching gossip girL season finaLe.
:)
aizh3n07 wrote on Jul 23, '08you know i neEd yoU in my LifE ..
buT its seNseLess ..
take baCk tHe thing yoU want the moSt ..
i know its noT me
iT wiLL neVer bE ..
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